I T TM FIND IT HARD AND DONT NO WHAT TO SAY.ONLY THAT I HAD TO RUN AWAY CUS COULDNT COPE WITH THE HURT AND PAIN AND WATCHEN THE REST OF US.SO JUST HAD TOGO AWAY.SORRY HAD TOGO THERE AN NO YOU WOULDNT EVER WANT THAT.BUT AS YOU NO IT WERENT ALL MY FAULT.SUM WAS CAUSE MY HEADS TO MEST UP AND ALWAYS WILL OVER YOU.WISH IT COULD BE CHANGED BUT I NO IT NEVER WILL.BUT THINGS WILL GET BETTER NOW. WAIT AND SEE.LIKE YOU SAID NOTE COULD EVER BEAT ME WHEN I PUT MY MIND TO IT.AND YOU ALWAYS PRAISED ME AND TREATED ME LIKE YOUR HERO AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO AND MY VERY SPECIAL DAD.LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER SAY.SO LONG MY DEAR DAD AND WILL SEE YOU VERY SOON.LOVE YOU LOVE YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER THERISA.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXMISS YOU SO BAD.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXWE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY SOON FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER.LOVE YOU MY DAD.XXX